I cannot

I cannot know who you are And if you will not share, I will not learn You wrap yourself around anger Demanding I say yes to simmering spite Telling me about people who are just names Refusing to help me connect dots So we separate You blaming me  Answers, I will still seek


The storms always come And always at night Disrupting my rest, my peace, my sanity Reminding me of those moments with you Frozen like winter's ice in my memory There will never be a thaw The ice will never melt So I am stuck with you Forever